what are we waiting for?

MIGHTY 7! :)))))

2011-09-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

Sunggyu - The amazing leader with the beautiful voice, the main vocalist.
Woohyun - The man with the gorgeous abs! He also has a beautiful voice, which can be heard through their 'Be Mine' performances!
Dongwoo - THE DINOSAUR! There's something about his face, I just love so much. He has a beautiful jaw. xD His rapping and dancing are no joke. This man is the beast. <3
Hoya - THE TRIPLE THREAT. He can sing, dance AND rap. His dancing is damn amazing, and paired with Dongwoo, those boys can knock the shit out of all your oppas. ;D Seriously, they're amazing when it comes to dance.
L - All I can say is that when he sings that first line in 'Be Mine' and when he turns his head to the left and that smirk on his face: "OMGGGGGGGG <3333". And there's no surprise that he's the visual, this boy is mighty fineeeeee~
Sungyeol - The tallest one in the group! His face is just adorable, he looks so innocent and is such a frickin' dork~ :3 He deserves more lines, and he'll get them for sure in their next comeback~
Sungjong - THE DIVA MAKNAE! If you don't know Infinite, then for sure you must know SungJong, he's everywhereeeee. Dancing to girl group songs. This boy does the dances better than the girl groups himself and his body is to die for...for a girl. xD His personality on stage and off stage are complete opposites <3

#1NFINITE! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-09-01T19:09:00.004+08:00

Sungyeol asked Maknae to speak informally since Leader was not there.

AND HE GOT SABOED BY YEOL!:D

Our poor maknae went into the room to throw his tantrum only to see Hoya vacuum the shelves with not much reaction. HAHAHA ITS HILARIOUS LOOK AT THE WAY HE WENT ON A RAMPAGE MAN! ♥♥♥♥♥

Anyway, to start September off on a good note!

INFINITE WON! Their first win since their debut in 2010.

Its been a long way for them, definitely. HWAITINGGGGGG! I think they got more love in Japan though:)

HEHEHEHE They are really awesome ♥♥

Then again, its September already?!

HEHEHE God's goooooood! Give me more strength!!!:)

2011-07-11T19:40:00.002+08:00

Found out Royston Tan was from Zhonghua. Wow.

Yup, had career seminar today. Listened to 3 successors and got motivated after seeing Royston Tan's films. Gahhhhhhh, im gonna make it there someday ok!

"Zhonghua secondary, this is where I started."

GOGOGO!!!! :D

Nothing's Over

2011-07-01T23:38:00.003+08:00

We're halfway through the year 2011. Whyyyyyyyyyyy):

today is the day I did the worst @#^$%*#!@ hardcore madness PHYSICS paper in my whole life. Zhss tries to help you by letting you try challenging papers but they screw up your prelim results which also DO MATTER!#%#$@&$@ RAWRRRRRRRRR.

I feel so much like a loser but then again, I dont want to think that way because that's not what God says I am, right?

I actually do see myself screaming for time to stop in time to come omg):

URGHHHHHHHHHHH. Ok anyway got a new love for this boyband. Damn, they're good!

INFINITE!

I can do this I can do this I can do this.

Every part of me feels dead, 我好累

2011-05-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

It's Wednesday today! And Thursday in less than an hour time! And then Friday. Then Saturday. Then sunday. Then Mo..... MOTHER TONGUE O LEVELS.
Oooooooooooooo

I'm studying now OK just that I'm taking a short break to blog ^^
this 2 week's pretty tiring with all the hardcore time practices after school everyday till 5pm;( that's 9 hrs in school!!! But I think it kinda helped with my mental state LOL I won't get so panicky..... Err right?

On a side note, my 老师 listens rap ok! Siaosiaooooo.
We were talking abt 报章报道 wtv issues on suicidal. And 老师 shouted "Your shit only gets heavier!" REALLY LOUDLY SRSLY
And he freaking blamed us because we listen to Lady GAGA and not M&M. Yes seriously.

Yup that's my very cute and hot laoshiiiii.
Maybe I can prepare to retake Chinese the 2nd time;)

Dammit life is so boring without band practices.

The spirit lives on!

2011-05-20T23:24:00.001+08:00

Photo credits: Ms Teo, Mr Seah, me!

Pushball team! :D

GITCHI GITCHI GOO MEANS I LOVE YOU! ZWINDS! :)

又圆了的月亮:)

2011-05-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

该好了可是心还是痛的
说过了几千次算了
又想像可能会复合
我表面似乎痊愈了
某部份却像残废了

又圆了的月亮照亮我隐藏的倔强
提醒我去化妆把以后活得更漂亮
又圆了的月亮说改变会带来成长

旋转的地球上,肯转身总有新故事值得盼望

***

LAST SPORTS CARNIVAL TODAY AT BISHAN STADIUM:>
Am so glad cause Zwinds won third place in cheer compz. The band haven't participate in cheer compz for shoooooo many years alr~
GOOD JOB ZWINDS!

Good job to 4E6 too! We all did our best too^^~
Theresa and I were spamming SISTAR's PushPush song when our team was playing pushball :D

Chinese O level in 2 weeks zzzzzzz

2011-04-25T16:01:00.002+08:00

LET'S PARRRRRRRTYYYYYYYY~ IN DAAAA HOUSE TONIGHTTTTTT~

UHHHHHHH I HAVE SOME RWS SYNDROME. I WANT MORE UNIVERSAL STUDIOS:( MORE REVENGE OF THE MUMMYYYYYY:(

Oh well. It's the advance papers for Prelim 1 this Wednesday. I am gonna dieeeeeee.. Urgh I can't stand myself!!! I can't sit down and REVISE for nuts. I can only complete my work and slack.. I need a robot to motivate me everyday:(

Talking abt motivation, IT'S THE MOTIVATION CAMP THIS FRIDAAAAAY!
up for some fun with e6 @ M'sia!!!!! ^^~

Just a dream?

2011-04-18T22:41:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA.

Ok gotta get back to my work.

Sorry about the delay on SYF, well if you expected something from me here..... :)

Will blog abt it a lil' later !

Now or never

2011-04-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

2 years. I'm back here again.
With a different group of people, definitely a stronger Zwinds;)

Tmr is the day the sec4s leave the band. Wanna leave, leave with glory, isn't it?:)
It's been a long way here. I'm sure everyone worked hard just for this day and I guess that 10 minutes plus on stage is the most crucial.
No Regrets, no regrets.

I love you all, I love zwinds ~

ALL THE BEST <3

舍不得，怎么办?! :(

2011-04-01T21:24:00.003+08:00

Funny.
We used to look forward to the day we will step down from the band. To actually have more time to do our stuff.
but right now as we countdown and realize we only have 5 days left, we wish we had more time.

5 more days.
It's the final lap for most of us. We'll definitely make it through! Faith:))))))

Band Exchange @ Swiss :DDDDDD

2011-03-12T17:12:00.006+08:00

THE TERM IS FINALLY OVER!!!! :D

This week I realised not all parents understand, and will actually have 100% trust in you. Oh well but I'm glad mine is. Thanks Mom :) Coming into Zhonghua must be one of the hardest decision.. I struggled through the past 3 years, and its still difficult for me now...

I'm blessed. for my mom to tell me she sees my hardwork, and to tell me whatever she wants to say, without hurting my pride or whatsoever. I'm blessed. for classmates who are angels and tell me to always turn to God in times like this. I'm blessed. for all the teachers who encourage and tell me to give myself a chance. I'm blessed. for awesome JC tutors who tell me I am valued and say im not THAT bad :/

Scary, seems like there isn't any time to waste at all.

Just sent my March Hols Schedule to Ms Teo. Hopefully I'll have self discipline and follow it.

****

Band Exchange with Swiss Winds and Semb Winds today!

Had so much fun. All the best guys~

So proud of Zwinds~ :)

Dream Highhhhhh!

2011-03-03T20:06:00.004+08:00

Urghhh I will miss Dream High :(

Kudos to JYP this time, training Kimsoohyun from an actor to a singer! :D

And for making dream high so awesome, awesome and awesome :)

I WILL MISS MY SAMDONG!!!!!! :(

Can see his hard work in JYP for 3 months!

Hwaiting~ :)

I MUST WATCH DREAM HIGH AND NOT JUST THE CUTS :)

:))))))))))

2011-03-02T19:19:00.002+08:00

Give yourself a chance.

No seriously, thank you for those who were there for me when I broke down. I really hope I can pull through this.
It's a tough decision but I can do this.

I know I'm not the worst. :)

DANG~

2011-02-26T15:52:00.003+08:00

Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books. Band. Books.

B is a scary alphabet.

I did not touch this keyboard for ages oh gosh hi i miss you :(

& the mouse hates me right now. its failing me :(

2011-01-29T18:14:00.000+08:00

YOONA & YURI!!!!

SNSD♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

No one has the right to say we didn't try our best

2011-01-29T15:48:00.002+08:00

I dont know how long I can take this..
I'm losing my pride but everyone is still so encouraging.
I'm not okay at all inside. Ihateyousomuchicanstabyoutodeathyousaddistbiggestsaddistofthewholeuniverse

2011-01-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

Officially 16.

Thanks for all the well wishes, birthday gifts, cards etc. All holding a very special meaning to me :)

I'll never grow up without you guys by my side! haha. Only hope to ace the Os this year because I dont want to disappoint the people having their faith in me and most importantly, myself. Thanks, babes and dudes (L)

omg SNSD damn hot! am i a lesbian.....

Eat, Pray, Study!

2011-01-03T01:39:00.005+08:00

I remembered telling myself I have to work hard in 2010 because that year will be one hell year. Zwinds had 2 competitions and amaths IS a bitch, seriously. Looking back, I felt so horrible at times but also had fun with both Zwinds & the awesome 3e6'10.

Its been a great year with those people. Thank God for them :) School life is so much more interesting with a few GL people in your class right? Lessons will never be as boring.. (err, physics is another thing) They make upper sec life.. feel more like, UPPER SEC. LOL?

4E6 HWAITING! (L) Let's work hard together okkkkkk. BETTER HAND UP HOMEWORK ON TIME.

Also the reason why school life is not so dead..

Just so many things have happened in this one year. We have been through so much together. And the most important lesson learnt this year, not to be complacent. Will never forgot the times when we make good music, & I'll get very high because it sounds damn nice, and the smiles on zwinds :)

Treasure the last few months and play on, sec4s! :D

Last but not least, awesome loving friends ^^ Love all of you!!

Thank you for being part of my life and forgive me if I've done any wrong or whatever! ITS A NEW YEAR :D

Each year is getting tougher and tougher. And I need to keep learning to turn back to God no matter the circumstances. This year's gonna be one of the toughest, no doubt.

Dear 2011, its a pleasure meeting you :)

Please be nice!

DREAM HIGH IS PREMIERING IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS! :D

Starring: Kim Soo-hyeon, miss A's SUZY, 2PM'S TAECYEON and WOOYOUNG, IU, Tara's EunJeong!

EXCITED MUCH~~ i will be obedient and do mah work then watch!!!!!!!!

another path

2010-12-31T21:32:00.005+08:00

We all know that 2011 will be very crucial.

It will be a better year =) with friends & family.

SEE YOU GUYS NEXT YEAR! ~

Surprise, surprise.

2010-12-26T23:46:00.001+08:00

Money can buy you material possessions, but it cannot buy you happiness and peace of mind.

Salvation

2010-12-24T13:48:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas in advance! ~ IU :)

Christmas reminds us of the greatest reason that we have to be thankful :)

"thank the loving heavenly Father who sent his only begotten Son into the world for our sake, nor the glorious Savior who died in our place. So, as we celebrate Christmas once again, may we all be reminded afresh to keep our focus on Christ above all else, and to offer an ample supply of thanks to the God who loves us so much."

ALL THE BEST TO JYP NATION AND 2AM 1ST CONCERT~

SARANGHAE~ :D

2010-12-22T14:02:00.004+08:00

Nichkhun and Taecyeon using plushies, dancing to I'll be back ^^

Look at how Khun spins the plushie hahahawtf.

Taecyeon so kewtttttttttttttt :)

Its been almost a week after Zwinds concert.

Time doesn't stop for us. It doesn't slow down either.

And its now my turn to decide what I have to, want to, do.

Life is a shipwreck, at times.

2010-12-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

why are they both so cute! D:

Here you go! Tomorrow's the day~

Zwinds – Band of the Zhonghua Secondary School
The Singapore NCC Command Band Swiss Winds (Swiss Cottage Secondary School)

16th December 2010 (Thursday)
Singapore Conference Hall, 7.30pm

Conductor: Mr Anthony Chew

Tickets: $12
Tickets available from Jarrad at jarrad_chong_wei_zhe@hotmail.com or at the door

miss AM on Happy Together! :D

2010-12-10T19:56:00.002+08:00

Different personalities

2010-12-09T23:24:00.003+08:00

IU unnie! Not used to her style in this new album.. so mature!

But still, her vocals are awesome ^^

Khunnie & San E!

Sometimes, even thousand of apologies can't be accepted. Because of a slight mistake, a simple yet harsh comment you make as a leader, people will stop respecting you.

2010-12-05T23:28:00.003+08:00

"This MV is trying to showcase the group's struggles when getting to debut, with the highlight being placed on Jo Kwon, who was a trainee for 7 years.The girl is Jo Kwon's good friend, and who has been a trainee along with for 6 years. 6 years and 7 years is no joke. These two pretty much dedicate their entire childhood and youth to achieve their dreams."

I love artists from JYP :)

2AM HWAITING!

ignorant as time goes by

2010-12-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

Starting to go crazy for KPOP already! Sorry to my "11" legs & my pair of ears that suffered alot these 2 days :(

Jokwon & Seulong! :)

Fangyuan's album! :)

She bought the wrong one. I think it came out before the album that include the ticket :(

poor thing. Urgh bad day. Only got to see a tiny bit of 2AM.

Seulong-ah ♥

Kept laughing after he tweeted this.

Today was much better. Saw miss A's Jia and Min + MBLAQ! :D

Quite disappointed because 2PM all wore beanies & sunglasses and they just walked straight to their vehicle. Never see my Nichkhun! and Suzy didn't come to singapore! :(

Jia and Min are tinyyyyyy. and the blonde hair guy in MBLAQ is hot.

Ok it will probably be my first and last time doing stuff like this. I can't stand all the shouting and I really hate crowds and WAITING. urgh.

talked for a few hours at the airport.

Even if we can't turn back time, we can change the future ^^

To end off, JYP Nation!

Christmas feel already?! :))

my khunnie wont be alone this christmas! ^^

If thats the way and I'm supposed to be the one doing it, then I will because thats your plan for me. Only me.

2010-11-26T22:48:00.001+08:00

Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is no end.

很多事可以重来，只有生命不能

2010-11-24T23:04:00.003+08:00

今天进院第三天，终于有进步的现象。大家舒服多了。

今天到舅舅的床边和他说话，虽然听不清楚但唯一能确定听见的是他不停的说＂很怕＂
眼泪也落了..
听了，看了，心也很酸。

不知道还有多几个手术..
要坚强哦.. :)

2010-11-23T10:50:00.003+08:00

好希望时间能倒流
好希望自己可以不自私
好希望自己可以利用时间，多陪陪他

好希望真的能度过这个危险期

Warm and emotionally inspired

2010-11-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

I did not realize that a human being could be inflicted with so much pain and still live.

2010-11-22T22:48:00.012+08:00

I just thought that I should blog on this day because its my first time I came across something so horrifying, facing a situation I never want to face.

During intense and painful grief, nothing seems normal. Time seems to just hang in mid-air. Everything runs in slow-motion. What's more, 7 hours of waiting outside the operating theatre without any bloody doctor or nurse telling us what's happening wtf.

Its.... strange. Uncommon. I've never seen the people I love cried so hard before. I've never broke down in front of my family, my relatives before. I thought I'll not have the courage to go into the ICU but I did because I had to prepare what's for the worst, right? But there I was standing before the glass window. No I haven't got all the courage to stand beside my legs turned jelly. Life is so fragile.

What I will not forget today. He was still under anesthetic when he came out of the OT but I saw tears. Tears that made part of my heart cringed.. if only we can share half of the pain.

Appreciate the power of a hug, really. A loved one that steps forward with a hug helped to dilute the pain a little more. Thank you .

A prayer by Pastor John Piper,

Father in heaven, have mercy on

the misery of this world.

Forgive us for our part in

causing the pain of others.

Waken us as never before to the preciousness

of your mercy bought by the blood of Christ.

Fix our hopes so fully on the joy of heaven,

that we become the freest of all people on earth.

May our everlasting memories of your grace

make us glad of all you changed

and all you forgave.

In Jesus' name,

Amen.

We'll stay strong, we'll all stay strong. So you have to continue fighting the rest of the OP. We all love you.

Genting trip cancelled for now :(

Today is a day I never want to remember. Its a nightmare. Too much to bare.

The test of friendship

2010-11-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Went to catch the Finale(part 1) of Harry Potter today! :D

Urgh, can't believe its ending. It really accompanied me over the years and a lot of us actually grew up with it. Oh well at least there's still part 2 to look forward to. Think its around our prelims lor :(

There's a scene where Harry dances with Hermione to a song on the radio to cheer her up and damn, they look real good together.

I think I should start reading the book because Diana did it. I remembered I closed the book without even reaching page 5.

2010-11-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

Dying of guilt alrdy laaaaaaaaaaa :(

i went to press the 'Buy Now' button wthzxzxz when I have unlimited sms!!!!! What am I thinking!!! :(

Whats done is done la. Those want to msg me can use 'WhatsApp' if you have it

k thx :((((((((

Yes, Lord Jesus, I thank You that You are my patience.

2010-11-17T14:35:00.004+08:00

Always loved his music :)

I'm really gonna miss 'playful kiss'! Sadface. I have to catch KHJ in Singapore!!!

self dignity

2010-11-16T00:01:00.004+08:00

YAY ITS 16TH NOVEMBER! ONE MORE MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不喜欢就是不喜欢, 就是看不顺眼!

2010-11-15T23:54:00.002+08:00

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says.

2010-11-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

No oh No oh No oh No oh No oh ~

I am waiting for God to make my way prosperous

2010-11-10T23:41:00.011+08:00

Took this year's O level Chinese paper and I blanked out on one (simple) 成语:(

And since the passage is conveying the message that 泼冷水 on people is a good thing, I'll let lynda continue to 泼 my 冷水. Tsk.

So today marks the end of our Sec3 life, more or less.

Sectionals are getting more fun and fun-ner, because you get to torture Melissa thebadmemorygirl teeheeeee. "PLAY THAT ONLY BAR(high high F & G) FOR 25 TIMES SINCE YOU CANNOT REMEMBER." :O

Practice was quite a killer today. Rehearsed for Open house at the Amphitheater which sucks because the brasses can't see Marcus, even his baton, at all since he wasn't standing on a platform.

Then we proceed to the Auditorium (without aircon) for wet weather precaution to rehearse. It was worse. By the end of 5 songs, almost all turned red like tomatoes, looked like they just had a bath, and Alph almost got an asthma attack which scared the shit out of me really.

I think I'm hyper although I was mad tired.

AND ITS THE FIRST TIME WE ALL CARED FOR EACH OTHER, HELPING EACH OTHER TAKE THE CASES (DAMN UNBELIEVABLE I KNOW CAUSE WE'RE DAMN LAZY AND SELFISH), SITTING DOWN AND KEEP THE INSTRUMENT TOGETHER. ♥

***

but I don't know, what if you wake up one day and realize that you're the disappointment?

Intriguing

2010-11-04T15:48:00.004+08:00

Exceptionally quiet today & Lynda was shouting " Are you okaaaaaaaaay?! " when she can't take it :D

The after tooth extraction syndrome, must be. LOL

Today's O level Chemistry SPA, MgCl stinks :(

I FORGOT TO WEAR THE BLOODY GOGGLES DURING HEATING.

I OUGHT TO DIE, REALLY.

let's just sum this up hoooooray

2010-10-31T00:49:00.008+08:00

HAHA :D

From Mrs Lin's FB:

Given that

y = 11 x girls + 26 x boys + 2 x terms of attendance-taking + 1 x flag day + 1 x inter-class games medal + ...

What is y?

3E6! (Mr Teo's A1 answer)

CHEERS. 4E6 HWAITING!

Shucks, I slept from 4.30 to 10pm just now. I can't sleeeeep :(

Under a faintly lit street-lamp I see a girl who sits all alone sobbing.

2010-10-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

不知道为什么有时候自己这么固执，在坚持什么

Saranghae.

2010-10-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

The reason why us girls are rushing straight home after school on Thursdays and Fridays :D

PK officially ended :(

Can't wait for the youtube special edition! 2nd November 2nd November!

Today we resumed lessons and had a Physics mass lecture which was 'what-are-you-talking-about-I-think-I-was-lost-about-15-minutes-ago'.

So maybe I'm not that great and that strong either.

2010-10-21T17:03:00.006+08:00

Everything will be fine, assure me.

Grrrr, I think my chinese holiday assignment is fuglyyyy. Maybe I can tell chenlaoshi my dog ate it up :)

2010-10-18T12:48:00.001+08:00

yeenah, chill, chill, yeenah, chilllllllllllllll.

that smile in school, I didnt fake that out. I don't know about others but I don't fake that one smile that I gave you in school.

If you think "Its all getting so fake", then come forward, tell us. We can be strangers.

I don't like that class too because its filled with tons of bad memories of my secondary school life and I dont intend to remember any of them after I graduate. But now, I treasure the people that was once in there, the people whom I never got close to in the last 2 years, the people whom made life so worth smiling. Yeah, those people.

because its your action that matters, not the words.

2010-10-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

Jesus always lives to make intercession for us

2010-10-16T17:58:00.005+08:00

I apologize. I apologize because I think I'm partly at fault, and also, I'm not going to try and save the friendship or anything. Treat me like a stranger or whatever you want. I'm not gonna try to fake a smile for you anymore.

I don't regret having friends I had before, I just regret not knowing friends that mean so much to me now.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."

i am growing up, growing up, way too fast.

2010-10-13T21:28:00.001+08:00

Left with one more paper tomorrow, Chineseeeee :)

So basically we only had to chiong for like 3 days and I believe most of us stayed up till MORNING just to get everything about what we have learnt for the past 9 months into our head.dammit.

Hate. Eyebags.

Hate. Physics.

How nice if we can not receive our paper back. just show me my report book & it'll only have an impact on me once. #@^#$%*^$%@ HATE THE SCHOOL'S SCIENCE PAPERRRRRRR!!!!

Ahhh on a lighter note (yay), I've got only a paper in the morning means I can sleep in the afternoon, wake up and go for buffet with the girlssssss.

I'll enjoy before doomsday comes :)

This too, shall pass.

2010-10-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

Ok. So probably I need to be like Mr Seah CK.

I need to buy motivation.

Anyone?

2010-10-08T23:38:00.004+08:00

ONE MORE WEEEEEK!

FIGHTING FIGHTING FIGHTING!!! ~

Ahhh, miss the kids! :(

2010-09-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

Because some things, even if you don't want to,

are meant to be given up.

What nonsense.

2010-09-13T18:52:00.003+08:00

There is a limit to our patience.
We are all compromising you ok.. Don't go too far D:

P/S: (11.51pm)
Urghz. Chilll pilllll please.
I feel good now anyway. Been mugging since 6pm after my dinner till... NOW! :D
Productive :D gonna go read up my gong han format for test tmr and goodnight creatures!
All the best for EOYs!

"To be able to smile and tell everyone goodbye; i have, atleast, cried one litre of tears. "

2010-09-11T19:44:00.003+08:00

“i wanna go somewhere..i wanna hit something really hard, yell and scream like crazy; fall down laughing…”

Reality is too cruel, too brutal.

2010-09-11T18:14:00.002+08:00

Zwinds at Istana 2009.

Zwinds at Istana 2010! :D

Wonderful :D

My eyes are swollen because I cried too much watching 'One litre of Tears' ):

Ok, I am going to finish it by todaaay!

lovely ol' bunch

2010-09-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

Zwinds was sooooooo awesome on Wed! Wooooooo~ :D

we can do it we can do it :)

Istana Open House Perf. tomorrow! Catch us there!

2 years! Heh, the one who keeps promising to drive SLAG!

Went for dinner with FY and him. After that drove Fab and I to Changi Airport Runway. He kept saying he's v satisfied cause he finally fulfilled his promise to drive me there. That's about a year ago. Ahhhhh, time flies ):

Love the night breeze there, and aeroplanes ♥

Physics SSP for 2hrs in the morning today. Lenses. Lenses. Lenses.
'Haunted Changi' Movie @ Plaza Sing with Channy, Fab, Korean & whale.
Singapore horror film is ._. but I think the Old Changi Hospital is coolioz.
drove to Kallang Macds Drive-through to dabao our lunch.
Went to Changi Beach to eat.

HAHAHA XIAO JUEN~ whale and channy very gay!!! So farnyyyyy.

Took turns to control the steering wheel.

Channy asked us to step the pedal. Then the engine " VROOOOOOOOOOOM~ " :D eh feels good ^^

HAHAHA CHANNY'S BEAR VERY HUGGABLE :)

Went to find XIAO JUEN(watch Haunted Changi), i mean to the Old Changi Hospital to take a look. Oh but its like under Government so can't go in ):

Looks eerie. And spooky over there :/

Staring at the dog at the chalet nearby.

Dog stared back and then barkbarkbark -.-

Can go google it to know more. This place is like locked up so can't go in.

From outside, I guess you can see abit of the furnitures which are like old and the window glass that are all shattered.. yeah, creepy. Goooosebumps.

Sent Fab home. Drove to Novena to send Korean for tuition and have ice cream!

Nice sleep on Channy's car :)

Thanks so much for the longgggg ride these 2 days! DON'T SPEED WHEN DRIVING OK! ^^

Homework. -sigh-

Teeeeheeeez.

2010-09-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

Urghz, I can't sleep in at all this week!!!! D:

Dianaaaaa and Lynda megasexychiobu!

*stare at the tiko guy!!!*

Creativity + Belief + Action

2010-09-04T21:51:00.001+08:00

How come I got a feeling that my dream is so far, so out of reach?

Think. When you were still a kid.

Think. When you were a kid, everything is possible.

You put the BLANKET over your back,

then you became a SUPERMAN.

You take your mom's BROOM and ride on it,

then you became a WITCH.

You climb up the TREE, not knowing that you might fell,

you simply MADE IT.

You just had an idea and made it happened, because you believe.

You were then, creative with strong belief.

As you became adult, things seems to be a little different.

When you failed in your EXAM,

you think "I can NEVER make it".

When you have a BRILLIANT marriage proposal,

then you think "maybe its NOT the right time".

When you want to start a BUSINESS,

you think "maybe its NOT as easy".

When you are ALREADY in the business,

you heard someone says do not take the risk.

Then, when you have a brilliant idea that,

can create more JOBS for poorer nations,

can provide a better LIVING for more people,

can make our nation PROUD,

can help the GROWTH of our nation,

and can create a better WORLD,

And you said "I am NOT SURE...".

You are still creative but with more doubt.

Then years later, you heard someone had the same idea as yours.

His action.

He puts his idea into reality.

He's the Most Promising Creative Young Entrepreneur of the Year.

His action won him this recognition.

Then you start to think, how I wished I had taken action years ago.

Think. When you were a kid.

If that idea came by when you were still a kid,

could you have taken action?

When back then, you strongly believe...

2010-08-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

My 5-year old mp3 died today ):

I feel so lonely now. oh no oh no oh no oh no.

you never were the best for me.

2010-08-26T19:01:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AUNTY RYAN! :D

really very Aunty leh, keep asking me don't take videos/pictures!

♥

So, we went to watch 唐山大地震 on Wednesday! Will upload the photos from my phone some other time :)

The girl who said she very strong and will not cry easily, turns out to be the first one to cry! hor lingdaaaaaa. We all thought the movie was too quick, kinda anti-climax lo ):

Uber adorable.

The tears just came down so naturally manzxzx! D:

Went to have dinner after that, then a few of us decided to go down to The Float and see the YOG Flame :)

The skyline is beautiful but Iphone camera CMI so I gave up and Brandon took the pictures :)

We took a gazillion shots because the guy have quite bad photography skills. Ok or maybe its brandon's camera. Although all kinda failed, we thanked the guy and said the picture was ok and then brandon turned and gave me the ' :/ ' face. HAHAHAH LOLOLOL.

Ahhhhh..

YOG Closing Ceremony tonight! This is fast. The weeks have gone by like a bullet train ):

Heh, Diana says she'll get me the YOG bag! :D

Love you!!

Chemistry: 74%!!!!!!

OMG WHY LIKE THAT!!!! MY A1 ):

I think I need help in Amaths. Its time I get my ass on the chair and ask my bro to teach me from scratch.

唐山大地震 Aftershock

2010-08-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

唐山大地震 Aftershock

Gonna watch this touching movie as a cohort at Marina GV on Wednesday! :D

Thank you ZHSS :/

Whateverrrrrr

2010-08-18T21:59:00.001+08:00

" Life used to be so simple, it's funny that I didn't really appreciate it then. I guess we just take the good times for granted. "

I must learn how to be considerate.
I must learn to forgive and forget.
I need to have a chilllllll pilllll

I gave up because you never once fought for me

2010-08-15T22:40:00.001+08:00

Portrait of Freedom.

2010-08-14T12:57:00.007+08:00

Played by a primary school band =)

Although we only have 3 days of school this week, it is still as tiring and hectic.

Band rehearsals and the Parade. And last minute rush through SS project. Ahh thank you guys for helping to complete the project. Love (:

Tests again next week. Urgh ):

Heritage Fest@ Suntec City later on. Come and support! =)

Last Heritage Fest performance! ):

What's worth the price is always worth the fight

2010-08-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

" I failed both. "

OMG it's so hard to tell him really. I think half of my heart died when I heard him "whoa" and silence. Shit.

"Nevermind la. Try harder next time."

OKAY. SO THANKS TO JSON'S MUST-PASS TEST TODAY,

I'm prepared! I'm prepared! I'm prepared!

If I will blank-out tomorrow, that's another thing ):

"Your test paper the questions all wrong is because you blank-out one leh! Don't do it tomorrow hor." :/

All the best, people! :)

We all are different from each other as our needs, requirements, expectations everything are different.

"Where to?" "To the stars."

2010-08-09T12:27:00.004+08:00

就算失敗,就算沮喪,依然記得回家
傷心就抱著家人朋友好好哭一場

只有生命不能重來所以珍惜它的精彩

一個人的時候在陌生的街頭抬頭看著繁星夜垂的天空

I know, I know 地球另一端有你陪我

謝謝你鼓勵我勇氣是你給我讓我邁開腳步一起往前走

***

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ADELENE JIE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRANDON CHOOOO AH DI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JAVEN!

Here you go ^^

Thought of going to watch the City March tonight.. but decided not to because I really hate crowded places D:

All or nothing

2010-08-07T21:12:00.007+08:00

A sudden thought that came into my mind.. yesterday was the last NDP contingent/concert performance we Sec3s are going to play. Wont be playing next year already ):

Ok la i know im random but... how come so fast!!!!

***

Had a really 'fruitful' and 'productive' day. LOL, nope i didn't touch any homework at all ): Just had an awesome day with my classmates! :)

3E6 Service-Learning; Flag day.

Went to collect our bags at Plaza Singapura then we went to KFC to slack and eat a lil'. After that the few of us trained down to BoonKeng, the area where alot of Aunties go market, the area Brandon Choo recommended =)

LOL Zufar went to change my lock screen background (the one I took with my childcare kid) into this. And changed my wallpaper into his bigbig face with dimples -.- I kept it for the whole day anyway!

He was asked to take a picture of me and Lynda then he turned the phone and took a caption of himself! How come his dimples so nice one. jealous.

Shaaaaaaaanon! (L)

Went to Boon Keng market ask for donations.. Many aunties quite generous :) got people auto come forward donate :) Unlike previously at Orchard that area! There was this young girl who came forward with her father to donate and she said 'BYEBYE JIEJIE!'. Cuteness manzxzx!

HAHA then we stood outside MRT that area.. we thought it was not under SMRT but it turned out to be and we got chased out ):

Went macds to slack a lil while and a few staff donated.. :) and asked us go Macds work -.-

Lynda Tan became very high and she literally shout " Would anyone like to make a donation?! ". Embarrassing much and we all kept laughing at her. Funnnnnny ah she.

Went back to Dhouby Ghaut to return the bags. Went to see this event about football and saw two angmohs who are like damn tall. LOL and we asked shannon to take a picture with the tallest guy there ._.

After which, the rest went home and left only Lynda, Zufar, Brandon, Shaowei, Shannon and I. So we went to Brandon's house to play Band Hero! ^^

Travelled all the way down to Tanah Merah and walked a hell long distance to ah chooo's terrace house but the weird him keep insisting it was sooooo near. FROM MRT TO HIS HOUSE VERY EASY TO WALK.

WALK STRAIGHT, TURN LEFT, THEN TURN RIGHT, THEN TURN LEFT, TURN RIGHT, TURN LEFT.. just keeping turning right and left. But you can walk until you dieeeeeeee.

Well, since the three of us girls and zufar was strolling, he and shaowei tried to run away and disappeared from our sight so we almost got lost -.- THEN WE SAW A MICKEY MOUSE HEAD LOL DAMN HILARIOUS. Oh the mickey mouse is shaowei's.

Then got dogs and bees along the way and we screameeeeeed. HAHAHA even Zufar jumped! :D

Played Band Hero. Sang, Guitar-ed, Drum-ed and even, danced! HAHA YMCA! :D

We got high at the beginning and all of us were dancing.. then the song just kept repeating and brandon got damn bored singing, "Young men~". HAHAHAHA THEN HE GAVE UP. Ok we took video but better not post it up! D:

Then had some snack and went to play Counterstrike! He has 5 computers in total so we all played counterstrike using all five computers. First time playing counterstrike though.. but really had fun! Died quite a few times and kept shooting my own teammates -.-

Brandon: " Stop it stop it! I'm your friend I'm your friend! " kept shouting from another room. LOL

Went home with Shannon and Lynda. Two days gone already! D:

None of us touched our homework and projects yet. Felt so bad really. But we planned the next few days already :) Must squeeeeeeeze time!

Thank you Brandon for the wonderful time at your house! ^^

And an awesome Flag Day with 3E6.

Cheeeeeeeeeeers ^^ Study and dinner date with the usual 4 tomorrow! :)

but i guess if i love you... i should let you move on.

2010-08-06T16:38:00.005+08:00

The band had alot of extra rehearsals because of the NDP and it sounded.... not up to standard at all. The practices recently were depressing, because ever since we came back from our Common test, everything was not going smooth and good.

But the NDP Celebration in the hall today was really a blast ^^ Pearlyn said Iberian totally gave her goosebumps. HEHEHEHEHE. (L)

We got our I.Cs todaaaaaaaaay! :D

Feeling kinda old already oh noooooo.

Gave Brandon Choo an early surprise birthday celebration! Joel covered his eyes and brought him over to the table, then we sang "MAJULAH SINGAPURA~". HAHAH.

Didn't wanna destroy such a beautiful cake so we took a little cream at the side and dirtied his face.. then he went to the toilet to wash up.. and when he came back we took a small slice of cake and smashed it on his face AGAIN.. and he went back to the toilet, this time round he came back wrapping his face with toilet paper :D

So basically we had fun and he told Joel he wanted to pay for the cake -.- "Nevermind la, you everytime treat us and end up paying for us. This time our turn :)"

I LOVE 3E6. I LOVE MY CLASSMATES ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO DI ! :D

We know you're touched (:

Dance practice cancelled. Went lunch with Zufar, Zhengda, Theresa, Lynda and Diana at Hougang. Rushed our lunch and went home to complete Emaths Elearning before it closes at 3pm, well supposedly. Now its till 8pm -.-

But on another thought, I'm glad I came home because I feel like jelly already lor. So lethargic ):

I want to go bathe and sleeeeeeeeep.

***

FLAG DAY TOMORROW. THEN PROJECT. THEN HOMEWORK. THEN PROJECT AGAIN. THEN HOMEWORK. THEN PROJECT. THEN HOMEWORK. THEN PROJECT. THEN HOMEWORK. THEN PROJECT.

3 PROJECTS INCLUDING A WHOLE PILE OF HOMEWORK WAITING TO KILL MY BRAIN CELLS.

Take Chances.

2010-08-05T21:54:00.002+08:00

I flipped open and I realise the question, which is actually the easiest, and I took the longest time to answer because I have a stupid blank-out, was all wrong. Just for that moment, all that came into my mind was Json. Then I broke down. He was the last person I want to disappoint, not my parents, not Mr Lim, but him.

But anyway, I have the very cute darling Lynda who gave me a 'A life-time voucher for STICKY' which is so sweet ^^ thank you my dear. For providing the stress relief and etc. HAHAHA.

***

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

Another thing to think about tonight when I sleep, about what the majors and Ms Chin said today, 'Attitude'.

Disappointment, again and again. When you're being told "You guys are capable of doing it", and you know it, you know it better than anyone else that YOU CAN DO IT, but you end up failing it, you didn't deliver, you FAILED. How the heck do you feel? I feel like a useless bitch.

The band sounded so much better today and I'm so happy because my euphonium is fixed and tadah, I can open my valves easily! Easy-peasy.

OH AND LASTLY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALPH.

you've been a great junior! To bully.

He thought I forgot his birthday! D:

And our section got punished because he never keep the files etc but I'll forgive since its his birthday. Plus I'm asking my mom to pick him up tomorrow morning because we have to reach school at 6.15AM. WHY AM I SO NICE.

NDP TOMORROW! AND ELEARNING -.-

AND WATCH 3E6 PEOPLE PRACTICE FOR DANCE COMPETITION! :D

2010-08-01T04:09:00.002+08:00

Yee Nah listed Wong Yung Chern as her brother.

Meet my new Sabah brother, the one who tortures me. LOOK AT THE TIME NAO.

IM SUPPOSED TO BE IN DREAM WORLD.

Take a leap of faith?

2010-08-01T02:00:00.005+08:00

You're waiting for a train. A train that will take you far away. You can't be sure where it will take you. But it doesn't matter - Because we'll be together.

***

Went to catch the movie 'Inception' with cousin and family. I didn't catch the beginning of the show, kinda confused me. Butttttt it got really interesting as time goes by.

Basically this movie is about Dreams and Reality. I think its really damn bloody well-written. Its about 3, or is it 4 different level of dreams. Means.. dream within a dream. And touching because the couple built their own world in a dream and when its time to return to the reality, the wife can't accept. She locked away a secret, she knew she was not in reality but she chose to believe that she was. SAD LIFE.

Well she did return to reality.. but when she's back, she can't differentiate what's reality and still think she's not in HER world. yeah, and the quote (above) means alot ):

The movie mega complicated! Worth watching though =)

Should totally be the blockbuster of the year..

你的眼泪让我无助

2010-07-30T22:36:00.001+08:00

Band Exchange with Sabah Tshung Tsin Concert Band ♥

2010-07-24T22:20:00.006+08:00

Very sadddd! Instrument spoilt at the wrong time ): will repair when I'm back from my CommonTests :)

It was quite funny because I can't take out my valve and Mr D. Chew can't take it out too so he became very traumatized -.- lol

Had buffet-style lunch with the people and they're very friendly! And they skipped school for about a week to come over to Singapore for SIBF. They have school on Saturdays too although Ranice claims that the school hours are short over there ._.

So anyway, the Bassoon, Euphonium, Tuba and Double Bass people all sat together at a table. They are a big band but only 40 members came to Singapore to compete. And there's only one Euphoniumist! o.O

So we were introducing ourselves, guessing each other's age. THEY ARE SO OLD ._. Ok compared to us lah. Their oldest is 18 years-old.

LOL @ Cheryl and Fangyuan. ( At the back )

This is totally supposed to be a trumpet section photo.

Ranice: WHAT IS SO NICE ABOUT THAT COW MAN.

LOLLLLL. Oh and they asked why our school is so good in Art. Shit I didnt know how to answer that.

Had combined sectionals, Euphonium + Tuba.

Scissors-paper-stoned with the SL there to see play which song first ._. I won so we played blue sky first! YAY. The Euphonium guy has a golden mouthpiece lehhhhhhhhhh! Sadface.

Okay, their piece, Under the flag of Glory, is basically much easier than ours and its niceeee! :D

Full band back in Music Room. Flooded. Then yingjie called me and I turned and then I saw mr yeaaaaaaa! ^^ Was quite surprised and I kept staring at him and he asked me to turn back LOL. Felt great playing with them! Time seemed to pass really fast ):

Exchanged gifts and facebook etc. Wah, quite sad only one Euphoniumist ):

but he's quite cute la so nevermind! Haha, then stayed back in band store see people mugging for Common test and gossip gossip gossip with the bunch!

Packed up the band room after they're done and went down to form the farewell team. HAHA. Waved goodbye like crazy like that! Ahhhhh, will miss them.

THEY ARE GOING TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS TOMORROW. THAT'S UNFAIR. ):

Why should we give respect to someone who doesn't respect you? Respect should be given to those who respect you.

What disappoints is that someone you respect the most is not showing you any.

GROW UP. SERIOUSLY. THIS IS CHILDISH. THIS IS RIDICULOUSLY CHILDISH.

One step forward, two steps backward.

2010-07-23T21:38:00.007+08:00

I spent about 2 hours on the freaking card for the Sabah people and I'm like having the FML feeling right now. #Q^$%(I#$E^*(&^%

LOL actually its not completed yet and I gave up.

._.

Will a thousand of "sorry" be able to heal the pain in your heart?

I am sorry.

SIBF 2010

2010-07-22T23:05:00.006+08:00

Silver Award :)

They didn't state the percentage but really guys, don't feel discouraged/sad/disappointed or whatever because I think its really awesome already! Be thankful ^^

I know I didn't do well today.. the feeling... is totally different from NBC 2 weeks ago. Well, I did enjoy myself but it was more of the tensed-up feeling I guess. I hit my last note and my fingers were totally shaking badly, quite scary. D:

LOL" Still a gold band la :) " I think that's sweet thank you :)

Not upset, not going to be because I think its not the end yet right.........

Band Exchange with a band from Sabah (FROM MALAYSIA AND NOT CHINA) this Saturday! Eggggggcited.

But I have to come up with a gift and my juniors are not co-operating right now. tskkkkkkkkk.

2010-07-19T21:51:00.003+08:00

So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off.So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off.So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off. So pissed off.

SO PISSED OFF!

Plus I have stomach ache that hurts so badly today. Urghhhhhh %#*&%^($!

Apologies.

2010-07-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

Living consciously is about taking control of your life, about thinking about your decisions rather than making them without thought, about having a life that we want rather than settling for the one that befalls us.

The day we brought back glory, a GOLD.

2010-07-11T11:59:00.018+08:00

Pictures from Clement, Mr Seah and Ms Teo.

I CANNOT TIE THE TIE ):

Mr Tan Mr Tan Mr Tan!!! :D

Tired )):

10 July 2010.

18 Silvers, 9 Golds and 6 Gold with Honours :)

The day before the competition, Facebook News Feed was flooded, and after the competition results were released, it flooded even worse ._.

LOL, yeah but it really feels so good that you just keep smiling at the computer.

I havent touch my homework yettttt. D: <

12 hours of sleep :/

2010-07-10T21:17:00.003+08:00

A GOLD. 83.33% GOLD.

IN YOUR FACE, BITCH.

2010-07-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

OMG HURRY RELEASE THE RESULTS!

IM PULLING MY HAIR OUT ALREADY!!!!

God will give to you answers that the people of the world do not have.

2010-07-10T14:55:00.004+08:00

http://www.sgbandfusion.com/2010/06/national-band-competition-2010/

The results of the 1st and 2nd Divison of NBC are out alr! Ours will be tonight after the whole NBC ends at 8.30pm.

mega GIRLS POWER! All the girls' school get either Gold/GoldwHonours ._.

HAHA. Before the competition rustam asked me to bite my sleeve -.- Because I was nervous but surprisingly I didn't shiver!! Today, the band really showed me that CONFIDENCE really helps so much. It helped me, I calmed down and began to actually enjoy my time on stage ^^ Thanks, to God for giving Zwinds the confidence on the opening bars.

Clement said he was touched by the slow movement of Iberian Escapades :) HE SAID HE FELT LIKE CRYING ._. HAHAHA!

And Ms Yeo the VP came down too and heard she smiled :)

Okay, there are really quite alot of GOLD bands in the first and second division. Hope its a good sign :)

I really enjoyed myself on stage today. That's like winning half of it, right?

Only one chance in life..?

2010-07-09T20:58:00.009+08:00

I believe all of us have something in mind. What we want to get, what we are aiming for. We've been working for so long, for so hard, and everything just depends on our performance tomorrow. Its not easy, really. You get so drained out after band practices and when you reach home, you realise you don't have enough time for homework and then you get so stressed up. The stress keeps building up, everyday.

Since we have put in so much effort, why not just give it our best shot everytime we play, everytime we produce a sound on the instrument? Imagine how much of our infinite potential we can develop if we give our all to do the things that we get to do?

If you know that you’re NOT ALLOWED to fail in your next goal or seizing the opportunity given, do you think that your result will be different?

I think we're kinda unpredictable.

Went to the field to practice with cheryl, fangyuan and marcus since band ended early today. YOU'LL DO GREAT! PRESS ON MY DEAR KOOOOOOOOOO :)

I don't want to doubt anymore, I need a heavy dose of confidence tmr.

WORK LIKE BLOODY HELL FOR WHAT ONE SIA. TOMORROW RIGHT.

That's the only chance to show what you've got. That's it. Don't make the hard-earned effort go down the drain! Zwinds press on press on press on.......

Let's leave no room for regrets.

NDP combined rehearsal 2010 @ Padang

2010-07-04T03:12:00.021+08:00

2005 National Day theme song.

Still think this is the best :)

If you're wondering, this year's theme song is by Corrine May "Song for Singapore".

I only heard it yesterday @ the ndp o.O

Mrchew suggested us to pop-by the Padang to check out SwissWinds or smth i can't remember. And we needed tickets. So we contacted Chleo and she's soooooooo nice really.

ok so we did get 2 tickets in the end despite having quite a difficulty to find one more ticket. Thank you MrChew and Chleo! ^^

Collected it from Chleo's dad who was actually late for..... 45 minutes. Then he claimed to be a very handsome man in orange. LOL had a hard time finding and when we saw each other we were like, "ahhhhhhhh~" i dont know for what.

Walked over to suntec to find Chleo for the other ticket and felt so bad cause I think she waited quite long. and then she brought us up to where the band was. Oh yeah zengyang was there too! ^^ and chleo tried to bring us in but the officer asked where were we from and zengyang says, "Under us". (omg) But not participants so still FAILed. to enter.

Met up with fabian and his mom at the ticket barrier, and got a tote bag before proceeding to the seats. I think this year's bag is prettttttty ^^ there's 7 designs heh nice. The weather was quite bad and made the floor so wet and slippery!!! -,- and i dont like wearing the poncho ):

Same old highlights for NDP.. like the Aerial Flypast. And the Mobile Column which introduces all the tanks etc. Lasted for 15 minutes but its quite interesting :)

Didn't take many photos because it was drizzling urghhhhh and im lazy la.

Fanfare

Combined bands! SwissWinds, Police Band and SAF Band :)

The contingent, mobile column, fireworks, aerial flypast, are like the only interesting ones. Then yeah, I think I fell asleep during the performances ._.

Oh. Kit Chan was there to sing "Home" and there's also Singapore idols Sezairi and Sylvia :)

The audience became high like siaooooooo.

Weile: "So, how boring is this year's ndp."

Fabian: "omg it's the best! It's not boring at all and we're totally enjoying ourselves!"

LOLOLOLOLOL @ fabian.

Yesterday was the first rehearsal opened to family and friends of the participants. Mrchew said they needed a crowd that's all. HAHA it was quite empty because not all seats are occupied..

Okay, can't wait for NDP?!?!?!

Let's see what's its gonna unveil~

FABIAN ONG LE JUN. PLEASE START STUDYING FOR YOUR PRELIMS.

CAUSE NOTHING'S EVER GOOD ENOUGH.

2010-07-02T23:13:00.007+08:00

staying up till around 2am which samlee thinks its stupid, sleep, and then the next day I'll feel so unenergized yet I have to repeat the cycle because everyday there is sure to have a pile of homework waiting for me.

Ok so this week is horrible.

After my English SSP today, I went for band and then my dear junior says, "You're finally here!!!" very loudly ._.

Okay, honestly, I haven't practice for exactly one week (and a day). And I sound so weird today, so heart-wrenching! OH NOOOOOOOOOOOO. ):

"....encourage your section members to make tomorrow's practice as good or even better than wednesday's"

I really missed out alot :/

Heez. Many people birthday coming upppppp. Theresa and I making cheeseeeeecake! :D

YAY, hope it comes out successful and tastes goooooood! :)

I NEED TO MEMORISE SOLUBILITY TABLE BUT MY BRAIN IS _________. i have to memorise so many Chem stuff but my brain only got limited GB leh.

Working Out Of Rest

2010-06-27T11:19:00.003+08:00

Naturally speaking, when we rest, we don’t work. So what does working out of rest mean? Well, let me explain by sharing with you what the Lord had taught me.

Many years ago, when I first started preaching, I would prepare diligently for all my sermons. I fine-tuned my points and made sure that everything was in place. I would think to myself, “Man, I am going to share this... and that…”

But when I preached, I would forget to mention certain points. Because of that, I would get angry with myself. I would tell myself, “That was such a good point. Why didn’t I remember to share it?”

Then, God began to speak to me. He said, “Son, your preaching is not out of rest. It is out of your memory.” What He said next changed my life, not just in the area of preaching, but also in every other area, and I pray that it will bless you too. He said, “Prepare everything you need to. But when you stand in front of the people, whatever you need to say, I will give to you.”

Yes, there must be preparation, whether it is your sermon or sales presentation. I am not telling you to be lazy and just do nothing. You need to prepare, but don’t depend on your preparation. Just trust God and tell yourself that whatever you forget, God wants it forgotten. And whatever you didn’t plan to say but said, it is because God wanted it said. Don’t be stressed out and lose your rest by thinking, “I must know everything! I must remember everything and do everything I have prepared!”

No, believe God and be at rest. When the time comes, whatever you need to know, there and then, God will let you know. Whatever you don’t need to know, you don’t need to know. And don’t worry about what you didn’t say — believe that God didn’t want it said.

My friend, when you live life like that — trusting God and resting in His love for you — you become cool and collected. And when you are peaceful and at rest in Him, what you do prospers!

- Daily Devotional

part of my life ♥

2010-06-27T02:41:00.012+08:00

Friday, 25 June

Went to settle the IC photo in the morning with Theresa, WeiNing, Lynda and Diana @ Shunfu. It was a one-shot take :) Went to have Icekimo with them and talk crap.

Went down to Marina Barrage to join 6E. Hehehe thought there'll be quite little people attending but am feeling so good when I saw some people I haven't seen for ages! :D

Photo credits: Joey ♥

Our star of the day: LADY GAGA (ZuDe!!!!) in Maverick's kite outfit ._.

I can't stop my laughter whenever he has his Lady GaGa's specs on. So he decided to wear it for the whole day. HAHA :D

I just face the camera to the back and this what I've got. It was quite funny and they went,

"WALAOOOOOO YEENAH!!!" and demanded 20 bucks for every person taken -.-

Went to Marina Sq JustAcia to have our dinner :)

Food was good but the service was..... well, but thank god we all have enough patience and got a seat LOL.

Love their soft Chocolate Ice-cream there.

Went to the Arcade after the filling dinner.. and some people went to challenge the Daytona race.

Time seemed to pass really fast. Or maybe I was tired. JiaQing totally looked like he's dying alrdy la.

Oh i almost forgot.Our dearest LADY GAGA tan zude went to try the ParaParaParadise dancing game and it was hilarious omggggg.Totally made my day.

Cause he's not tall and I don't know why, the sensor can't sensor his actions and he's like trying damn hard but super fail there. LOL!

"I AM BLOODY FOLLOWING THE BEAT!!!!"

Trained home with Colin, Zude and JiaQing after that. Watch MJ on television and went to sleeep for 12 hrs ._.

Happppppppy day, had a blast! I still think they're the most awesome :)

***

Saturday, 26 June

Initially planned to go Universal Studios. But decided not to since its soooooooo NOT CHEAP and I thought why not spend the money on Swensens Icecream cake(yummy yum yum) and a good birthday dinner for Mom :)

HAHAHA I'm not sad. I'll go there someday.

So my jiujiu, cousin and her boyf came over and Darlene became some model because my Uncle wants rebate for some clothes. wth -.-

Cousin went to get 3 kites and some food and we drove down to Marina Barrage. Uhh yeah again.

I don't know if its a good or bad day we've chosen to be there because we can only fly the kite after 7.30pm, after the NDP rehearsal is over ._.

LOL but it was quite cool watching the fighter airplanes past by with their Acrobatics :)

They're fast but here's some pics.

Anyway im damn upset because my really cute toystory kite failed on me wtf. TSK. And Darlene's kite got cut by the other kites. LOL it got really high up in the sky at least but there were just too many kites. The string snipped and the kite dropped into the sea.

Went to City Plaza to have Arnold's Fried Chicken for dinner. It was my first time stepping into this shopping mall which is still stuck in the 70's. Very old but the main point is Arnold's Fried Chicken right?!?!

LOL my cousin's boyf totally ran off after he parked his car to go and get a queue number. Yeah, and we waited about 45 minutes for our turn. It's worth the wait la :)

The fried chicken, in my opinion is defintely better than KFC's. The reviews on internet are also similar. Arnold's is well known to regular customers because they don't do ANY advertisements. They have only 3 branches @ Pasir Ris, Hougang green and City Plaza.

So we only had our dinner at 9.45pm because of the wait. We finished at around 10.30pm and the whole shopping mall's dark. o.O it was very much eerie because the shopping mall is so old and reminds me of hongkong ghost movies when the escalators stop working. Ok im thinking too much. we climbed the escalators and then we found out the door to the carpark was locked. Then we have to walk down again to the first level and take the cargo lift. LOL i almost felt like vomitting. and it was so freaky.

Dinner was scrumptious. So worth not going to Universal!

Most of the time when we think of having fried chicken, we'll probably end up at KFC or sometimes, POPEYES. I was introduced to Arnold's today and I think I'll want to go back there again. (Y)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! ♥

HAHAHA " Please make me stay young and pretty always!!!! "

Okay, I'm gonna do most of my Chem and AMaths tmr.

Shit manzxzx! Chemistry on the first day of school, FIRST PERIOD!!!! D:

Those words that prick

2010-06-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

I feel exceptionally productive on Tuesday. LOL.

but I still have loads of homework undone.

BUT ANYWAY, ON A HAPPIER NOTE,

I JUST UPDATED MY IPHONE SOFTWARE TO IOS 4.0 AND IT IS SOOO BLOODY AWESOME. yay.

There's multitasking which make things so much easier, saving battery etc.

You can group applications into ONE folder and looks so much neater than before.

You can create playlists, edit playlists, now all on your iPhone.

There's Background Wallpaper right now! Which makes it look sooooo cool & pretty.

All these features are actually for iPhone 4G but it still works on iPhone 3GS and only a few on iPhone 3G :)

Waaaaaahblamz

2010-06-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

My stomach hurts >(

chionging cher's physics homework. Shitz.
Gonna have 3 hours of Physics, 3 hours of Chem with the babes and cher tmr. Hope we all survive man.

On the way back from band today, it was quite emotional.
Like I mentioned in the post on Sunday, ' now whatever competition also stress like shit. ' I think everyone is feeling this way at this point of time..
7 more practices ): what the shit man. I feel like crying.

Anticipation.

2010-06-21T14:10:00.004+08:00

" Eh, it's 20 DAYS, 8 MORE PRACTICES to NBC. "
" HUHHHHHHH?! "

Time to wake up, my friend.

The Way We Weren't

2010-06-20T23:24:00.006+08:00

Hee. Browsing through my emails.. reading through emails from 2006 to 2007 and reminiscing. And I still have Mr Wong Kah Chun's works! Whao, its been a long time. I remembered we talk for a looooong time on MSN everytime I'm online because he shares alot alot alot of his music composition. Whao.

Email from yingjie that was titled 'atSb pics(: ' .....

If I remembered correctly, they were having their usual senseless arguments. Its always like that because Matthew, the one on the right is a nerd. Really.

(AHHHH I MISS THEM SOOOOO MUCH!!!)

LOL REALLY GOOD OLD MEMORIES.

HAHAHAHA I still remember how difficult we had to LIE DOWN with our instruments and then come up again (-.-) totally thanks to mr yea la! :D

But he's really good at all these AND his dirty jokes AND his ghost stories which we have to beg for ages to hear it.

So much to reminisce.

Actually I think I've grown quite alot.

2004 that year I was Primary 3 and it was my first time taking part in SYF and I didn't feel like I was in it.. probably I was too young. I can't remember if I had any stress.

But definitely unlike now. Now whatever competition also stress like shit.

2005 that year I was Primary 4 and the band went on a trip to KL. It was together with ACS Junior band and we had an exchange programme with another Malaysia band there. Ahhhh, and not to forget that we held our 2005 batch farewell party or something at the Hotel at night. I think I cried so badly and that night, we all stayed in Mr Yea's room to talk till wee hours :D

2006 that year I was Primary 5 and yingjie was Primary 6. HAHAHAHHA i think the two batch bonded really well. So we had SYF again and it was the first time I cried after we got a Silver for it. No one believed it because we all swear we saw Mr Yea's BIG AND WIDE SMILE like this ' :D ' and nodding his head after the set piece. LOL damn sad la everytime like that one leh -.-

Anyway, the band is a GOLD band right now ^^

And they got what the band wished to have like a NEW and BIGGER band room. And probably a trip to taiwan. Whao.

So the band room is currently renovating and I haven't go back to visit yetttt omg.

I miss mr yea ):

***

" Look at things around you.

They look ordinary now.

But turn away for a minute, a day, a week, a year, and look at them again -

they'll be completely different.

And you'll wonder what they used to be like. "

It's interesting to observe the changes that come with time, and the time that seemed to never change at all; the only thing that remains constant is change.

Change is perhaps a constant factor, with us being the varying factors.

时光一去就不回来

2010-06-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

She's really gorgeous! ^^

With fond affection,

2010-06-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

I miss all of them ):

1 MORE WEEK OF HOLIDAYS LEFT!

shit manz, im not even done reading the chinese book. Not even half of it! How to do the du hou ganS?!?!?!

yingjie better jio me out next week to complete my work! :)

HHAHAHA today our section damn sad, totally sian ._.

The trombone section got the credit okay! WE ALSO HAVE THE SAME PART LAAAAAAA. Urgh. Bryan was totally laughing at us. TSK!

Going to catch Karate Kid tomorrow! :)

I am trying to let my emotions flow in the song ok!!!!!

2010-06-17T13:40:00.006+08:00

Alphonsus Sim is going to pangseh me later and when I made a big fuss out of it, he said I pangsehed him the whole of last week -.-
LOL, sian.

Hope today will be a much better day.

***

- Marcus walks in with cornet section, all with smiles -
Eupho section: eh, come in our territory for what?!
Marcus: we kena chase out ):
Eupho section: Wah.. Then we chase you out also!! :DD
Cornet section: like that lor!!! Like that lor!!!

HAHAHA WIN.

I don't feel like doing the amaths paper )):

I am not good in this, I never was..

2010-06-12T00:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN JIAQINGGGGG!

Thanks for being such a great friend! Sometimes so emo, sometimes so shy, sometimes so crazy, sometimes so gay. Hehehe but its still amazing how 4 of us are still so close together :)

YAY i love you soooooo much.

***

So ~~today~~yesterday was the last day @ Montessori. A very tiring but worthwhile shift :)

I'm tired so I shall blog some other time.

KBOX LATER WITH DARLINGGGGGG!! :D

hello cutie pie, you're so sweet today!

2010-06-10T22:51:00.001+08:00

I got quite feverish yesterday night and got a really bad headache. Didn't have much energy to blog yesterday. It really is tiring at the childcare and Mom says I don't have enough sleeeeeeep! ):

So I shall blog about these 2 days.

Wednesday, 9 June.

Another day spent with Apple Class! Here are the pictures as promised :)

Morgan Anne Celley! :D

she insists not to wash her hands because she was wearing two hello kitty rings and she didn't want to wet them. LOL :D

My dear paige!! ♥

She is soooooooo adorable. Especially when she speaks.. but the two sisters seem to have problem remembering my name. They ask for it everyday ._.

He is one huge hunk.

Elliot Loh :DDD

he was shouting " I can't see anything I can't see anything! " when I asked him to look into the cam. HAHAHAH.

And I like it when he messes his hair up and then laugh in a silly manner. Ahhhh pinch his cheeks!! :)

Glenda just exclaimed " OMG, IS THAT ELLIOT ON YOUR PROFILE PICTURE?! " on facebook. LOL.

Sammi Teng!

Chubby little kid.

Part of the reason why I have a sore throat because I read her lots of books.

Hmm, oh and first kid to sit on my lap?!?! :D

I was quite upset because I thought yesterday would be my last day seeing these kids(morning session). But we decided that we're gonna do the Full day shift tomorrow! :D

See we're so nice right! HAHAHA will definitely miss these kiddos.

Thursday, 10 June.

Took the afternoon session for the first time today! Helped out at the Playgroup, Tangerine Class since there's only one teacher there.

Saw Elliot Loh waking up from his nap. DAMN #^#$%e*^%)# HANDSOME LA HE.

Okay, and there's outdoor play today! had so much fun with the kids. And bubbles bubbles!

Taegen :)

Met this girl for the first time and she's a sunshine girl!

Brandon! :D

He's quite scary for the first time I met him. Doesn't talk, doesn't react to anything. And he keeps crying.

But he's doing great now and not so scared alrdy :)

He kept saying byebye to me today! HAHAHA yay loves.

Dena Koh!!!!!! :D

The girl that is smiling so sweetly! HAHAH. having so much fun! :)

She's a bigggggg eater woman. So shocking!!

I think she was the first girl who talked to me on my first day which was in Tangerine class!

Abby :))

First time meeting her today and she's a good girl. And I think she's the best in listening to instructions ._.

OKAY, LAST PICTURE OF THE DAY OKAY!

DRAWN BY MS THERESA NEO SHI HUI!

She was complaining how tired she entertained the kids and I took a look at this.

YEAH, ENTERTAINMENT :D

HAHAHAHHA I PROMISE HER I'LL TAG HER ON FACEBOOK.

***

Today is Thursday. Tomorrow is Friday.

Which means its time for farewell ):

I don't think the children know we're only here for a week. Ahhhh, I don't think I can bare to leave them tomorrow manzxzx! Especially the morning session kids! ):

Okay, I'm gonna go do 2 reflections because I didn't do yesterday's one -.-

I'm doing full shift tomorrow just to spend more time with them! Gotta go get some rest nao, im tired..

GAH, WILL MISS YOU GUYS SOOOOOOO MUCH.

I'LL MISS YOUUUUUU

2010-06-08T22:10:00.004+08:00

Second day @ Montessori.

So as planned, Theresa and I took the morning shift while BouBow and Shannon took the afternoon shift. Was being transferred to the Nursery (Apple Class) because I think they needed more help there.

Heheheheh much more interesting then expected. Had lots of fun there with the kids because they're like age 3 to 5 years old. Stable in walking, able to communicate better etc.

Usual stuff. They greet, sing, dance, do practical life, have Chinese lessons, art and craft.

And I did have a great time.. much more than in the playgroup. Don't get me wrong, the playgroup is fun but ms fiona and the teachers there do not socialise as well as the teachers with me today. Being with the nursery class, I'm able to better communicate with the kids there because they're more hyper in a sense and seem easier to handle. So it was a hell lot more fun and not boring as compared to the first day.

It's so difficult not to fall in love with these kids! There's these two little angels who I think I have fallen in love deeply with them. HAHAHA. Paige Celley and Megan Celley. I'm not sure if they're twins or what, but one definitely look much older than the other. They are mix and both girls are pretty, cute, adorable, beautiful, gorgeous. The younger one looks soooooooo sweet and I think she can be my girlfriend :)

so anyway, the kids there are polite and suuuuuper disciplined. Like if they need your help, only when its necessary, they will just say this magic sentence, " Help me please. " in such a sweet manner that both Theresa and I agree that helping them is not a bother at all. Every kid will say that particular sentence.

They are really awesome. ♥

I was helping out Ms Natasha with the art and craft when the kids were having their chinese lesson and we had a slight random conversation. She's sooooooo nice because finally a teacher is able to sit down and have a CHAT with me. lol. I think they were quite shock about the benefits about this work attachment thing. YES, WE DON'T GET CIP HOURS AND POINTS. We only obtain a certificate at the end of the attachment and probably NYAA hours for some. But we also gain the experience. Hehehehe and she asked if i got what I wanted which I did cause childcare was my first choice. Come to think of it, I think Lynda's decision at the zoo sounds fun too. HAHAHA but I didn't want to pick up shit that's why!

I decided to bring my camera to the montessori tomorrow because I am so sure I am going to miss the morning session kids (last time of my morning shift tomorrow). I am so upset manzxz.

I didn't bring my cam there previously because I thought it was a hassle and we had a policy that is to show them all the pictures we took in the montessori on Friday before we leave. -.- I think I know why now since Glenda told me abt it.

***

Tuition is sooooooo productive today. Thanks to Json's cold jokes and I'm able to understand both Physics and Chem. Oh and the lynda tan keep staring at my fringe because its effing short right now. Look like bangs dammit.

If I could, then I would

2010-06-07T21:15:00.003+08:00

Heheheheh, finally met up with the guy and girl above. And LCD :)

Week 1 is over. Am so glad because it was sooooooooooo hectic, really.

Okay, I'm gonna blog about my first day at Montessori,

and then I'll go do my reflections,

and then I'll try to memorize the solubility table cause cher say got test tmr,

and then I'll sleeeeeeep.

I am so bloody tired and forced myself out of bed at 6.30am. I haven't wake up at that time for about a week alrdy!

First day at work. HAHAHAHA thanks to Shannon and Theresa "fully-equipped" with maps. 有备而来! :D

Spent quite some time figuring how to go there because they didn't mention ITS JUST BEHIND KK HOSPITAL. D:

So we were late by 15 minutes. teehee. got briefed by the principal about their childcare etc. The different type of programmes and she split us. I joined the Playgroup programme which consists of tiny little creatures! Age 18 months to 3 years old :)

They're the youngest group of people over there, and still unstable in walking.

And the Montessori emphasizes so much on gaining independence. It is like something "instilled" in that child and he/she will do EVERYTHING on his/her own.

Walked to the children's toilet for like million times because they are not exactly toilet-trained properly yet. And sadly, there are more males than females. And they like every 10 minutes need to go toilet one! WHAAAAT?!?!?!?!!?

Alfred wet his pants because I didn't pull down his pants properly and he cried like damn loudly. SHIT MAN. I feel damn guilty because msfiona had to personally calm him down.

Lunch time was quite in a mess because rice bits are like everywhere ._. damn horrible and i almost couldn't take it. LOL.

I know its not surprising that children don't take vegetables but now I understand how frustrating it is when they refuse to open their !@#%#* mouth and eat the vegetable! AND THE TINY LITTLE KHAI EN IS ONE OF THEM! D:

LOL, he's face totally changed when he chewed the vegetable ( I duped him ).

I think the feeling's good and I feel fortunate to be taking the youngest children there because I like the way their small little hands grip on to your own gigantic hand tightly :))

Awaiting for tomorrow, Day 2!

JIAYOU JIAYOU! :DDD

what are we waiting for?

MIGHTY 7! :)))))

#1NFINITE! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Nothing's Over

Every part of me feels dead, 我好累

The spirit lives on!

又圆了的月亮:)

Just a dream?

Now or never

舍不得， 怎么办?! :(

Band Exchange @ Swiss :DDDDDD

Dream Highhhhhh!

:))))))))))

DANG~

No one has the right to say we didn't try our best

Eat, Pray, Study!

another path

Surprise, surprise.

Salvation

Life is a shipwreck, at times.

miss AM on Happy Together! :D

Different personalities

ignorant as time goes by

If thats the way and I'm supposed to be the one doing it, then I will because thats your plan for me. Only me.

很多事可以重来，只有生命不能

Warm and emotionally inspired

I did not realize that a human being could be inflicted with so much pain and still live.

The test of friendship

Yes, Lord Jesus, I thank You that You are my patience.

self dignity

those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says.

I am waiting for God to make my way prosperous

Intriguing

let's just sum this up hoooooray

Given thaty = 11 x girls + 26 x boys + 2 x terms of attendance-taking + 1 x flag day + 1 x inter-class games medal + ... What is y?

Under a faintly lit street-lamp I see a girl who sits all alone sobbing.

Saranghae.

So maybe I'm not that great and that strong either.

because its your action that matters, not the words.

Jesus always lives to make intercession for us

i am growing up, growing up, way too fast.

This too, shall pass.

What nonsense.

"To be able to smile and tell everyone goodbye; i have, atleast, cried one litre of tears. "

Reality is too cruel, too brutal.

lovely ol' bunch

Teeeeheeeez.

Creativity + Belief + Action

you never were the best for me.

♥

唐山大地震 Aftershock

Whateverrrrrr

I gave up because you never once fought for me

Portrait of Freedom.

What's worth the price is always worth the fight

"Where to?" "To the stars."

All or nothing

but i guess if i love you... i should let you move on.

Take Chances.

Take a leap of faith?

你的眼泪让我无助

Band Exchange with Sabah Tshung Tsin Concert Band ♥

One step forward, two steps backward.

SIBF 2010

Apologies.

The day we brought back glory, a GOLD.

God will give to you answers that the people of the world do not have.

Only one chance in life..?

NDP combined rehearsal 2010 @ Padang

CAUSE NOTHING'S EVER GOOD ENOUGH.

Working Out Of Rest

part of my life ♥

Those words that prick

Waaaaaahblamz

The Way We Weren't

时光一去就不回来

With fond affection,

I am trying to let my emotions flow in the song ok!!!!!

I am not good in this, I never was..

hello cutie pie, you're so sweet today!

舍不得，怎么办?! :(

Given that

y = 11 x girls + 26 x boys + 2 x terms of attendance-taking + 1 x flag day + 1 x inter-class games medal + ...

What is y?